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Call me Miss. Benzedrine but don't let the doctor in...

I want to blow off steam. yeah.

Created on 2009-09-02 14:13:45 (#21919701), last updated 2009-12-02

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Name:	Call me, Mrs Benzedrine
Location:	Nowhereland
Website:	Erowid

Bio

♥ ~ I am Vega ~ I am your equal ~ I love♥ all of humanity in some way, yet sometimes I tend to hate structured society ~ We are over-rated animals ~ Spread the love ~ Embrace Diversity ~ Know that YOU are amazing! ~ ♥

Call me Mrs. Benzedrine, but don't let the doctor in
I want to blow off steam.
Yeah.

Everybody, let's chill!

I'm a 25 year old divorced mother of three, happily taken by the amazing

helpimarock. I'm a starving artist/crafty bitch. I'm currently writing poetry and prose and working on a fantasy novel with hints of science fiction within it. ;) I make collages, paint, scrapbook, write, and sew (occasionally). I tend to get in "down" periods if I'm not doing SOMETHING creative. My boyfriend does photo-manipulations/photoshop work and is AMAZING at it. He pretty mucch amazes me in every way and is a genius!!! He came at the PERFECT time, almost heaven-sent and is truly the best. ♥ I love you, baby! (Thank you

narcotichrist for bringing us together... Life works in mysterious ways!)

Music is like a drug to me. Animal lover. Adventurer. Borderline bipolar and guaranteed to cause a fuss. Peace-loving. Raver. Anti-circumcision. Pro-extended breast-feeding. Psychedelic enthusiast. Varied musical taste. Extremely Liberal. Pansexual. Open-minded. Empathetic. Dirty hippy type. Cat lover. Sex is also like a drug, btw. You really don't need to know anything else about me unless I know you except that Grassafonia will one day become a reality on this dimension... mwahahhahahaah. ♥

I AM CURRENTLY FIGHTING A BATTLE WITH CHILD "PROTECTIVE" SERVICES. Since it began, they have changed their story repeatedly and tremendously. And, since they began their "intervention" and "assistance", they have done nothing but coerce, manipulate and cause my family stress and pain. I personally feel that we are victims of their well-documented use of above the law tactics and that they have targeted us due to being a low-income family with little to no means to fight their false accusations.

I WILL NOT STAND FOR THEIR CORRUPTION.

(NOTE: Since first writting this, a lot has happened and I want to note that not all of CPS is corrupt... just the majority, from my experience. )

I advise anyone who sees a social worker walking up to their door -- clipboard in hand and "mark of the beast" ID tag around their neck to visit these sites... in fact, I encourage all of you to educate yourself now, as CPS "help" can happen to anyone:

* FightCPS.com: Fighting Child Protective Services False Accusations
* Coalition Against Institutionalized Child Abuse (CAICA)
* CAICA: List of children that died in foster care
* American Family Rights Association (AFRA)
* AFRA: "When They Come After You"
* Family Rights Examiner: "If you are ever approached by CPS"
* CPS: About the "Service" or "Safety Plan"

And please: DO NOT LET THEM MANIPULATE YOU! EXECUTE YOUR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS!

Fourth Amendment to the United States Constitution
"The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no Warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by Oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized."

STAND UP FOR YOURSELF OR YOU WILL BE SCREWED!

(NOTE: I stood up for Father's Rights in our case -- and it worked! Simple activism does work. Don't stand for secrets, withheld b.s., or anything of the like. Being informed WILL work in your favor! However, let me make it clear that my children are in my custody and have been since the beginning of this government charade.)

Im not one for love songs.
The way Im living makes you feel like giving up
But you dont,
And I want everything for you
But disappointment.
Cause youve been left behind
And the world has its shine,
I would drop it on a dime for you.

(Hey oh!)
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh!)
Im gonna make my way home.
(Hey oh!)
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know.

Before I met you
I used to dream you up and make you up in my mind (up in my mind)
Woah-oh.
And all I ever wanted
Was to be understood.
Youve been the only one who could.
I could never turn my back on you.

(Hey oh!)
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh!)
Im gonna make my way home.
(Hey oh!)
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over

Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know (more than you could ever know.)
More than you could ever know.
Its you.

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along.
Gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
(Yeah!)
Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know.

XOXO

♥ The world is coming together and love will conquer all. ♥

SOME OF MY FAVORITE QUOTES:
"Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself. Think for yourself. Question authority."
--Timothy Leary

"Some scientists claim that hydrogen, because it is so plentiful, is the basic building block of the universe. I dispute that. I say there is more stupidity than hydrogen, and that is the basic building block of the universe."
--Frank Zappa

I'm just trying to get my life in order and live life to the fullest at the same time.

My plans for the future include: getting my health coverage taken care of, teaching more and more, dealing with my "problems," and getting my new place ASAP. I just want for EVERYONE to be happy... and I know that in the end we will all be completely happy. ♥

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